We Were All Sailors In A Sunken Ship

I do this to myself,

I let you heartless people in,
With all your heartless friends,
and now, I feel like dying. Yay

I FUCKING HATE HOW I GOT LEFT BEHIND
You just wanted someone to fuck,
And I thought you were more than that,
every single time I even barley kinda like someone,
I’m the one who gets fucked over,
I should just fucking kill myself, I Can’t do jack shit right..

I wish i was handsome,

and i wish i knew how to talk to women and be all cool and swift,
but no im just some fucking weirdo 

I love when women give me mixed signals,
it makes me feel great about myself and my life so thanks

I’m tired of this so if your gonna come here come here but if your not i don’t care i’m tired of playing this game 

Things won’t ever be the way they were,

I need to come to terms with that…..

I’m getting so tired of people:P
I’m. getting tired of people using me,
blehhhhhhh
why can’t i just be left alone with the people I care about:/
blehhh still wishing the world ends..

I totally miss you,

What if?

What if fthat whole story i made up in my head where you were stolen from me by the bad guy was all wrong,

What if i’m the bad guy, The guy who kept you locked away,

and he saved you,

Maybe i don’t want to be the bad guy:(

Why can’t I love in that dream where we were happy,

Now I sit here alone looking outside my window wondering

if you still think about me.